well it has been quite awhile since my last post. senior year is flying by and i have been trying to spend most my time off the internet and absorbing the chaos going on around me. its hard to believe that this is the last year of mandatory education. i mean in a few months we will take that walk to show we made it through 12 years of school. how crazy does that seem. i get emotional lately when i think about how this is my last year to spend with some people. and for the first time in my life i have no clue what i want to do with my life and that includes what im going to do next year. alot has changed and everything isnt what it used to be.

on the other side of things.. tomorrow is stephanies birthday.. i feel like i have been a bad friend to her.. i really didnt know what to get her and i have really been stressing about it lately. hopefully it is sufficient enough. tomorrow also starts the co-ed softball tournament. i cant frickin wait. although im missing tonys game... eeeek i feel like a bad girlfriend. anyway we are going to kick some serious bootay in slowpitch this weekend. me shannon amanda and ashleigh are gonna be a force to be reckoned with. me and amanda = A² we are some serious ballers. i love her and she loves me. lol. im so glad i have such great friends this year to go through senior year with. anyway i should probably get going i have things to do tonight.

this post is dedicated to jamie dunn due to the fact she is the only one who reads my posts and she requested that i begin posting again..

much love. peace up a town. 

alot has been happening and i havent really found the energy to get on the computer lately. this week of school flew by really fast. i think this year is going to fly by also. i just really want everything to go good this year. yesterday was tonys birthday and hopefully he liked everything i gave him. im pretty sure he did.. but ya know how that goes. he is amazing. anyway i am at my grandparents house taking advantage of there awesomely fast internet and computer for that matter. agg so im gonna go hang with the fam but hopefully i will find the time to write more frequently. shannon the divorce is off. you make me tingle. lol. oh yes and lisa is officially gone.. which sucks. she was soo awesome. gonna miss you tons girl.

for now all is good.